Coffee Break Muna

•December 15, 2011 • 2 Comments

(Isang pagmumuni muni)

ni : Japok

Opinyon ko lang to.. sariling pananaw.. Minsan ang hirap din pala maging ENGINEER, medyo komlplikado, simpleng salita lang sana sa iba pero para sakin, pinahirap at pinagugulo ko..

“Pangarap” sa iba, ang simple di ba? pwedeng naupo kalang.. nangarap kana.. may nakita ka at nagustuhan.. nangarap kana.. o kahit pa habang nagko-consentrate ka sa pagtae, bigala kang may naisip.. nangarap kana.. ang dali kasi sa salitang “pangarap” may gawin ka man o wala.. yun na yun.. so anong ipinagkaiba?.. eto..

Ang salitang “pangarap” kasi ay may katapat o kasing kahulugang salita sa aming mga engineer, mas gusto kasi naming sinasabi yung salitang “plano”, halimbawa, sa iba sasabihin nila, “ang pangarap ko sana sa hinaharap”, pero kami.. ang sasabihin namin.. “ang plano namin sa hinaharap”.. magkaiba kasi ang salitang “plano” samin medyo malalim ang kahulugan.

Ayon nga kay kumpareng Google:

 

“Plan”

Definition

Written account of intended future course of action (scheme) aimed at achieving specific goal(s) or objective(s) within a specific timeframe. It explains in detail what needs to be done, when, how, and by whom, and often includes best case, expected case, and worst case scenarios.

English yun.. hehehe.. so.. ay teka.. tagalog nga pala.. kaya ganito yun.. pag sinabi namin na “plano namin ang ganito” pwede kasing sabihin na “pangarap namin yun”, ang kaibahan lang, sa isang engineer, ang salitang plano ay kailangang may mangyari, may aksyon na dapat gawin para magka totoo at maisakatuparan ang plano.

So mag hahanda ka ngayun, aalamin ang lahat ng gusto, pag aaralan, at pag nakumpleto, hahanapan na ng solusyon, paano magagawa at kaylan uumpisahan..

Ang ganda sana, parang walang mali diba? Parang tama naman na magplano talaga, lalo pa nga at napakahirap ng buhay ngaun, ang problema lang.. eto.. kadalasan, nakakalimutan natin na bago pa mangyari ang lahat, may mga makakasalamuha tayong ibang tao, at sa sobrang kaka plano, dun naman namin napapabayaan na i-enjoy naman ang buhay.. mga tao sa paligid na dapat din bigyan ng atensyon, oras at pagmamahal, at hindi yung puro plano nalang.

Im a proud engineer pero minsan.. Being an engineer sucks.. lalo sa mga ganitong pagkakataon, kaso wala naman kaming magawa.. nakaukit na sa mga kukote namin yun mga plano at mga pamamaraang yun.. kaya ang hirap baguhin..

The only thing we can do is make some adjustments.. di nga lang instant.. di ganun kadali kasi parang plano, pag may babaguhin o i-a-adjust, kailangan na naman ire-compute mula sa umpisa para tumama.. at kung sa pagkakataong yun na habang binabago mo ang sarili mo eh nagiging problema mo na at ng mga taong mahal mo, umasa nalang na matapos ang adjustments bago pa ang deadlines..

Magdasal nalang na sana umabot.. para naman di masayang ang hirap sa pagpaplano.. At di makita sa basurahan ang pinag hirapan mo..

O medyo lumayo na yata sa paksa ang mga sinabi ko.. babaguhin ko pa sana kaso lang tapos na ang “Coffee Break” ko.. paalam na muna.. ikaw ba? Ano bang kwento mo? Pag usapan natin yan sa susunod.. hanggang sa muling pag tambay.. tara.. kape tayo.. = )

 

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the PLAN

•August 19, 2010 • Leave a Comment

My House Design

I made this plan a couple of weeks ago, missing my girlfriend who’s in Saudi right now and bored of doing nothing on a weekend makes me do this plan,  took out the sketch pad and started drawing lines, i wanted a nice but not so expensive, 2 storey yet simple, 3 bed rooms, 2 t & b, spacious kitchen, mini bar and most important of all, the family and audio video area at the second floor, why is it the most important? because the idea of having a house is the idea of having a family.

This will not be a house forever, this will be a home for me and my family in the near future, i don’t just need a place to stay in, it should be a place where i can forget all the stress of work and problems, a place to relax, a place to stay and spend the rest of my life with my family.

Oh,  still didn’t answer the question, why is it the most important area of the house? well, simply because for so long, in that area, i imagine myself playing with my future wife and kids when I’m at home,  doing movie marathon together, playing video games and playing some music and having a videoke session. Thats the PLAN.

Small Things

•March 26, 2010 • Leave a Comment

I’m doing this in a rush coz’ i still have lots of work to do, talking about small things in different views, small gifts, small things (literally), small work, small in many ways, so now, i’ll choose to focus on small gifts and blessings.

Overwhelmed of big gifts and big expectations, people more often forgot to appreciate those small blessings and gifts that they received, time to reflect guys, we should remember that “all” big or small always have their part, each has their own contribution, that sometimes those which we have considered small, one that we have tends to neglect had their beauty and significance that even big things couldn’t give.

My share for the day.. macro shots..

Clouds

•March 24, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Hi, so welcome to my blog, now its all about clouds, what does clouds gives us? literally its rain but what else? i remember when i was young back when i was in high school, at the back of our school there’s a farm, a rice field, and in the middle of it, there is a small island, i use to go there every afternoon after school, i always bring a mat with me so i can lie down there, i love watching clouds, the different cloud formation, it gives me such a wonderful feeling, the calmness of mind and heart, i makes me relax and it gives me time to reflect on what is going on with my life.. i miss those memories.. i miss those time..

But anyway, since i had already talk about clouds here are some my photos that id like to share, where clouds are highlighted, it is called IR Photography which is also something very new to me.. it my first time to try this..

Paraiso

•March 24, 2010 • Leave a Comment

When we say “PARAISO”, it seems like we are talking about a place full of happiness.. or a very calm place to stay.. i really love to go to that place, lately i had been trying to change my usual routines, i recently include photography into my life, i really love photography ever since but only now that i had the chance to explore it, of course i still have my job but i try to spent i little of my my time into  it.

Going back to my topic, for most of the time, i don’t know if you guys would agree but when we talk about paradise, what come up with our mind is a scenery of mountains, trees and seas, a place that for a while would calm our stress mind.. so id like to share this to you guys, a sample of my work, trying a panorama shot, compose of three pictures that had been stitch together to make it wide.. hope you like it..

tatay

•March 18, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Tatay (tawag ko sa kakambal nang daddy ko)

Sulat para kay tatay…

Tay,

Kamusta kana? uuwi na naman ako, parang kelan lang nakakasama ko pa kayo, nakakalungkot din pala, sa totoo lang, kaya ko naman eh, nalulungkot lang talaga ako para kay daddy, nasanay kasi akong lagi ko kayong nakikitang magkasama, naaalala ko pa kung pano ako tumawa pag nakita ko kayong magka angkas sa motor, magkamukang kambal na panot.. hehehehe.. tagal ko din pala tumira sa inyo noh? Pitong taon.. tay tagal nyo din ako nagging anak ah.. kahit alam kong puro kayo kalokohan… alam ko naman kung gano nyo din kami kamahal, tay, lam mo, ramdam na ramdam ko kung gano kalungkot si daddy sa pagkawala mo, alam ko malungkot si daddy kasi diba mag aani nanaman sya ng gulay sa manggahan, tay, lam mo kahit minsan mas madami pa yung nauuwi mo, ok lang samin yun, ang mahalaga naman dun kasama ka ni daddy nag aani, alam mo ba, pati nga yung pagpapalit nyo ng gulay sa gasolina ibinibida nya pa sakin yun.

Tay, alam mo, di ko na makita yung dating sigla ni daddy eh, alam ko nahihirapan pa sya, pero tay, pakiusap naman oh, tulungan mo naman yung kakambal mo, alam mo, ginwa naman din naming lahat eh, hanggang dun nalang din po kasi ang kaya namin, tay, sino na magtatanggol sa daddy ko? Alam mo naman matapang lang yun sa salita eh, matapang lang lagi yun pag nanjan ka, kasi alam na alam nya, kahit sa kanino pa, ilalaban mo sya ng patayan, kambal ba naman eh… na kahit kuya nyo na yung kaharap nyo, ikaw yung nakikipag away para sa kanya, tay sa totoo lang, ilang months na din yun pero nahihirapan pa din ako para sa kanya, yoko kasi nakikitang ganun daddy ko, di lang kumikibo yun pero alam ko, hanggang ngaun, ikaw pa din iniisip nun, tay, lam mo, nung nakita ka namin sa ICU nung bagong taon, umiyak ako, hirap na hirap akong nakikita kitang ganun kasi parang si daddy yung nakikita ko, parang di ko yata kayang tagalan kung sya yung nandun at hindi ikaw, tay, alam mo naman, kung pera pera lang yan, di issue samin  yun, ginawa naming lahat para sayo, request ko lang sayo, tulungan mo naman din po sana si daddy, na maka move on… uuwi nanaman kasi ako… mahal na araw… bakasyon na naman, yun na naman makikita ko… di naman namin kayo makakalimutan… alam mo din kung gano ka naming kamahal… minahal… at mamahalin…  paalam tay.. pag dasal ko nalang din kayo lagi.. miss ko na kayo…

Nagmamahal,
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Heart Speak

•March 12, 2008 • Leave a Comment

“Its hard to wait for someone who has no plan to arrived, Its hard to understand someone who never explains but, its harder to live without that someone who makes hard things worthy”.

It was a forwarded quotation from my phone’s inbox, its just that somehow, it captured my attention, and it makes me think for a while, so now, I just want to give my idea regarding this quote.

Well as for me, its not just a question of love but also a question of dreams, ambitions, plans and priorities, for there are people who would set aside their feelings for their dreams, well i thinks that’s true although its really hard to accept for someone who trully love.

If im going to ask you, “will you still wait for someone who has no plan to arrived?”

My answer? ofcourse not!!! why would you wait? if i really love that person and i dont want to loose her, then why should i wait here if she no longer has plan to go back? i wont waste time here, i will follow her for sure.

Value that feeling, keep it because, that is more than enough reason to follow her, especially when you feel that she also has the feeling for you, dont feel bad if you are not her priority, for not going back, it doesnt mean that she doesnt love you, its just that maybe there are dreams and plans that already placed and established before you came into her life. More often happened to those who dream not for her own life but for her family.

“Its hard to understand someone who never explains”. Truly it is. How can you understand someone who doesnt what to speak? or doesn’t want to explain? Hello? can you do a sign language at least??

“But its harder to live without that someone who makes hard things worthy”.How will i explain this? we always say that the harder it gets, the more we value things. Hardships has always been remembered in our mind, reason why we say that we value it more. Question is, “Would it still be worthy if after all the hardships you have, you got nothing in return?”. I always say, look at the brighter side, say for example you love a person, and she ‘s not yet ready to be in a relationship, we often say i can wait, tll time comes that you can say you love me too. You know what? you should think first before telling that person that you can wait, you must be sure first of your true feelings. You must be ready of the consequences that she might not learn to love but instead somebody else, you must be ready, for she might not give back the love you have for her, would still be worthy waiting?

I’m not telling you to stop, for i myself been waiting for for someone i love, i have no assurance as well, but i think, no matter what, it will still be worthy. Actually, its a risk to be in that place but, its all a matter of choice and how you look at it.

For me, i dont want to have any regrets later on, that is why i choose to wait, yes, its still a risk of what if she might not learn to love me? but, what if she learns to love me too? what if she realize that she loves me and she wants me?.. In anyway, for me it would still be worthy. Coz i learn from it as well, atleast i have given my best..If I win? then thank you and i would be very much happy that after all the hardships.. i gain, and if not.. then sorry for me, well thats the way it goes, either you win or win still.. coz it may not be a happy ending for me but atleast i have learned the feeling and experienced it.. and that i had given my best trying..

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